I never know how to put what’s on my mind into a blog.. I’m not a good blogger honestly.. So bare with me please..
Playing in the background is mickey mouse clubhouse because JJ is taking a nap.. So that’s what’s going through my head.. I’m not too good at double tasking..
Ok let’s see….
Tomorrow my girlfriend and I start school for becoming an RN.. We’re excited.. But I’m pretty damn nervous honestly.. I want to do the best I can.. I want to get straight A’s.. But I’m not that good..
She’s my world.. She really is.. I never knew I could fall so hard for someone.. She has really shown me its possible.. I never knew someone could love me so much.. She has shown me she can.. The love I have for her is more than anyone could ever imagine.. I have never been so happy in my life.. And I hope to keep her just as happy in return.. I will do anything it takes. I feel SO lucky, so SO lucky
Being apart of her family has been amazing.. I feel so loved.. I feel like its now my family.. I love the kids to death.. And would do anything for them.. They are already like my own adopted kids.. They are so good to me.. Her mom and bob are amazing to me as well.. I hope she feels just as loved from my family as I do from hers
I love us so much..
I love her with everything in me, and SO much more.. To eternity and beyond.. May sound corny but its true..
When she has to go to work, I feel so lost.. Time feels like FOREVER..
Life feels SO right with her… I am so honored to have her in my life..
Back to her kids…..
I never thought kids could love someone who is with one of their parents SO much… They BOTH has shown me different.. JJ calls me “momma” or “stepmom”.. And Kira has said “I can’t wait until you and mommy get married so you can also be my mom!”… They are just great kids and I love them..
I just feel so lucky to be apart of such a great family
